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I'm so p*ssed off right now... ><

All i need to do is just going home, hometown I mean~

I wonder how nice it will be to sit together with my mom,
watching Indonesian serial movie with my mom...
While some times hears my brother laughing at himself, or at his game...
Or my father some times opens the door, saying some things he just found at the internet...
With NOTHING bothering me...

I wonder how nice it will be to sit together with "him",
at my house's front bench,
talking about all things we want to talk,
While looking ahead at the city lamps..

You know,
I was hoping that I can be happy being as what I want myself to be here...
But I was rorally wrong.
I found NOBODY here! NOBODY!
I always wanted to tell myself that,
"hey, everything's gonna be okay..."
But the fact is that NOTHING is okay from me..
I just look like a clown~
Who always required to smile,
Vecos I don't want them to worry about me...
But sometimes it's just too hard!!

Can somebody help me?
Can you???

Hello, victory! ;)

Yup, hello blog!
I just came back from the gym, and fully exhausted!
But I'm happy, so happy!
Now I have proven that people are not exaggerating to say that exercising makes you feel more confident and happy, becos that's what I am feeling right now~

Hmm..
I opened my facebook a while ago and saw that Clara just add me.
She's a nice girl I think..
She loves art, like me!
And I got see one of her artwork, which written there that she's a health-freak!
Somehow I love that! :D
She drinks milk everyday,
She eats veggie and fruits everyday,
And she exercised regularly.

You know what?
Sadly, from the three points above, only the last point is checked from my list.
Grrrh.
And she motivates me alot~
I want to be more healthy, and I have to!
Yeah!

Hmmm.
This song also motivates me:

"Anything that's worth having,
Sure enough for fighting for~
Quitting's out of the question
When it gets hard, we gotta fight sommore!!"

GANBATTE! :D

Just dunno who to talk with!

This is just like a kid wondering that she can get two handphones.

Kid: But I need that phone, Mom.. Mom don't understand how I can play facebook, really! My current phone got no wi-fi on it! Please?
Mom: Sure you can get that phone, honey... But u have to leave your current one, u cannot own one, you know that right? It's a rule that Dad and Mom told you since long ago.
Kid: But I really love my current phone, Mom.. I just can't leave it... Please understand me...
Mom: I'm sorry dear but you can't..

~End.