my Great Friend

I was sitting at a sea shore, one evening.
Making a medium sized circle with a number of people.

Some of them were the people that I know,
and some of them were not.
However, one of them was one of several friends that I love most..

We were just sitting there,
staring at the sea so peacefully.
We chatted, laughed, like no others there.
(seriously it was no others there!)

We laughed, laughed, laughed...
Talked, talked, talked.
This one friend kept talking and talking,
and somehow I liked it.
I felt that this friend is a very good person.
The jokes made me laugh even it was not so funny.

Then all of a sudden my phone rang.

1 Text Message
Adrian-BMSY

AAAARRRGGGGHHHH!!!!
Adrian,,u ruined my dreaaaammm!!!
hahaha~

I realized I was only dreaming.
And when I woke up,
I just realized that
The friend in my dream is just a wonderful friend! :)

I just could not wait to meet up again.
Soon.
Because holiday is coming! :)

Amazing Sushigroove

7 Juli 2009...
Hari terakhirku kerja di Sushigroove.
Memang sih aku akan balik kerja.
Tapi kan dengan nama baru,,

TOKYO-G

hehehehe...

Anyway, aku pengen cerita
Tentang Sushigroove dulu.

iPod terus teriak2 di telingaku...
"You're so beautifuuulll... so damn beautifullll...."
Tentu pujian itu bukan buatku,, haha...(ngarep)
Hmm,, aku jalan,, di jalan yang masih tetap sama dari dulu...
jalan indah villa yang gelap dan bau.
Sambil nginget2 kejadian2 2 bulan terakhir ini,
2 bulan kerja di Sushigroove yang totally amazing buat aku...
aku jadi sadar dan ngerasa,,
banyak orang yang jauh jauh lebih gak beruntung dari aku.
Mady terutama... Rain... bahkan Kak Annie sama Bang Afiz...
Tapi mereka tuh kayak selalu sayang satu sama lain...
Selalu saling bantu...
Mady yang selalu ngajakin ke Genting sama2...
Kak Annie yang rela masakin aku karena tau aku gak bisa masak..
Atau Rain yang selalu bantuin aku ngangkat yang berat2 walaupun dia pas sakit.
Gak ada yang saling bener2 ngejek,, gak ada yang ngerendahin orang lain...
karena di sini kita semua berasa "rendah",
jadi kita senang2 diatas kaki kita sendiri...
Ketawa2 disaat dibentak2 pelanggan...
Saling ngetawain kalo ada yang salah order...
Bagi2 kalo dapet tip,, walaupun cuman 15 ringgit...
Makan makanan sisa orang lain,
atau merasa senang klo dipuji pelanggan.
Aku ngerasa aku bahagia dengan cara yang baru...
Caraku sendiri... Bebas...
Bukan senang2 diatas penderitaan orng lain.

Tuhan...
Makasih sudah kasih aku pengalaman yang jelas sangat berkesan buat aku...
Aku gak nyangka aku akan segini suka sama Sushigroove...
They are such amazing people...

Aku inget,, abang2 dapur gak pernah marah sama aku,,
walaupun aku salah order,, atau lupa sesuatu.
Kak annie juga gak marah waktu Rain bikin customer fanta 3 marah besar...
Kak annie malah ketawa...
Wulan pernah mecahin jug ocha dingin,, dan Bang Afiz malah ngakak,, bukannya marah.

Aku juga inget,,
dulu pertamakali aku kerja situ,,
aku langsung pengen resign gara2 super capek...
Rain juga pernah cerita kayak gitu ke aku..
Dia benci sama Ashraf pertamakali disini dulu.
Tapi gila!!!!
Enak bener kerja sini...
Bener kata Wulan...
Bukan cuman gaji yang didapet,,
tapi pengalaman...

Bonus kata2 mengharukan hari ini:
Mady: "Gladys, gudluck untuk exam ya! oh iya, nanti kalau u dengan natasia dengan yenti balik kerja sini, saya janji nanti saya suruh mak saya masak kue untuk kalian!"

ki-ka: Wulan-Gladys-Rain-Mady-Kavi-Ashraf

Pity Clowns

Sometimes, I feel pity to clowns.
Yeah, clowns that I always scared to,
and that I always run away when I see them.

But once in my lifetime,
Me and Mady were the greeter that friday evening at Sushigroove.
A typical friday evening,
that is not so crowded, and not so quiet.
That day there was this kind of expo that sell Tudor Gold Chocolate,
and they got some excitements for kids there.
One of those excitements is clown.
I can remember that the clown's name is Sushu the Clown.
At least that's what I heard. :)
I also remembered Mady kept on teasing me and called the clown to come over me.

Well,
Clowns are funny.
That is the most popular answer among all,
when I ask people about what do they think of clowns.
But u know what?
That evening Mady really made me realized.
He said:

"Nape pula u takut dengan dia, dia baik lah."
(why are u so afraid to him? He is just nice...)

I felt like damn evil that time..
I felt like Oh God, I'm just don't like to see clowns closer,
not that I hate them...

I feel like,
People (including me) never really think about
What the clown feel right now.
Maybe he works like that because this is the only thing he can do?
And maybe if he doesn't work, no one will earn him money?
Or even worse, he work for his sister that is currently in a serious illness?
Have u all think about those things?

I also think,
Who will give a damn about these things?
Don't you think it is ironic,
When u are in a great sadness,
but your job requires you to make everyone else laughed?

However,
This thoughts have not make me BRAVE enough to a clown!
hehehehe~

Again,
I miss Sushigroove. hiks,,