dont give up,,friend!! :-)

Hmm,,,,,

Actually this post was made for my friend. She's one of my besties and,, I wrote this becos I'm so proud of her that she can do this :-)

Last few days, she nudged me at MSN and asked me if I was busy or not. Then I answered, "Sort of. What happened?". Then she said she wants to share with me something quite urgent. I put down my books (I was studying that time ;-P) and decided to listen to her story.

"I broke up with my boyfriend."

JEDERRRR!!!
*lightning effects*
.zzz.

What?
Whattt????
Whattttttt????

I was really shocked and I did not have any idea that time,, how could that be. For me,, they were a very nice couple- I mean- I learned many things from their relationship. Well,, she said the boyfriend's father asked her boyfriend to continue the study abroad and my friend said this would be hard for them. Firstly I was a bit disappointed and sad, remembering that they USED to be separated but,,, as I kept chatting with her,,,

I wasn't disappointed to her... She was really,, a strong girl. She said,,, life must go on. Actually this quote is very usual and I've heard it quite often but I felt that she said it really from deep of her heart. fu yoh~~

Obviously something came out of my mind: What if this happen to me? Maybe I will cry a whole week and no mood to do everything.... lol...

Hmm,,, for you,,friend...

An ending is a beginning of a new part of your life so,, don't be too sad... Cheer up!! I wish all the very best for both of you,, and still..

I'm proud of you two. :-)

::End::

one week to go..!!

huffff...

Today is exactly one week before i'm going to go back to my beloved humtown.

I dunno why,,

The nearer the time to go back,, the more I miss all about it!!

But however,, all the time when I reach ADI SUMARMO airport, I'm afraid that the time that I spend at Indonesia will be passed TOO FAST. And It happen. It always happen.

I hate that relatively, something that is very nice and lovely, will ended very soon.

And of course, something that is damn annoying and tiring,, always feel so long.

For example: EXAM.

ughhhh..... I really no mood to study OS. I dunno what izzit about and I have no idea where to study from.. hahaha..

Hmm,, forget abt it. Lets talk about nice-nice things that I did yesterday with my friends.

We (finally) went to Bukit Bintang, after a few weeks planned and ended up with cancellation. Finally we went. HAHAHA....^^

Firstly we went to Sungei Wang. When we looked for the food court, we passed by a bookstore - it is actually very small and not nice- but I love the books that are sold there! They are all about advertising, design, and interior I think. I remembered Adrian said:

"Kalo aku punya uang banyak gitu,, aku beli semuane,, aku buka perpustakaan di rumahku..."

Ahahaha.. Actually I want to buy some of the design books as well. But they are damn expensive!! I like the design of the covers, and the pages as well. They are all awesome. No-no. TOO awesome. I can't imagine how they can always come out different ideas, different styles... I wonder if I'm as creative as them... hmmm.. Must be very nice..^^

Overall,, I wish I can have the '1000 greetings' book someday~

Second - We went to Low Yat Plaza. Hmm,,,

Wuina wants to repair her laptop adapter at acer center, but it cannot be repaired,, so she decided to buy the new one. for RM100.

Actually I'm not really interested to go to Low Yat if I'm not going to buy something.

So I think I will just skip this part!

haha.

Third - We went to Time Square.

Well,,

Actually I have gone to TimeSquare for many times, but now I think it is even nicer than what I felt usually.

Like we always done when we go to malls, we walked around, stop here and there, buy some things, comment about some extraordinary things, and such. Me, Bram, Adrian and Wuina entered a shop that sells many haloween things, and we stopped there for quite long while. We didn't know where was bryan that time. After we came out of the place,, suddenly bryan appeared. hahahahaha..

After that,, we walked around again, and found the indoor theme park. Actually I (or WE?) wanted to ride the roller coaster. It seems so nice (and scarry). But the price is for the whole theme park, not only for the roller coaster. So we decided not to play. But I hope someday we will.

We took some photos there, and stopped at McDonald to eat frenchfries and chat.

When we were sitting together at the McDonald, there was an Austrian man sitting at the same table with us. Then Adrian started to ask him some questions. Furthermore, we knew that he is actually stay at Jakarta!! hahaha... He can even speak Indonesian fluently! What a surprise! hahaha..^^

Afters, we walked around again and decided to go home.

The monorail was damn crowded. Bryan and Adrian went by the first train, then followed by Bram at the second train. Then only me and Wuina at the last train. hahaha...

It was a very interesting journey,, altough I wasn't buy anything.

end

Today~June 28, 2008

Hmm..

A usual saturday morning of mine.

Woke up, having shower, chat with friends, went out to eat, checked friendster...

posting a blog.

Actually I dunno what to write but I feel like really want to express anything in my mind right now in this blog. :-)

Part 1 - Presentation

Well,,

Yesterday I have done my graphic design presentation quite smoothly, although it was really rushed at the morning. I woke up, took a shower, and opened my wardrobe-- OMG I forgot that my Mom has already took my formal shirt home that day!! I really had no idea about it that time~~

Then.. I looked for my other shirt and fortunately I found a shirt that at least CAN be suited with the coat. Huuffffff Thanks God........ hahahahaha..

That was about the shirt. After that,, I tried to wear the pants and the coat. God it's too big on me.......... Ohhhh!!!!! But it's OK... I don't have choice anymore. So I wore it to the presentation.

Finally I wore the shoes... OK, good enough.

humm,, out of my expectation,, the shoes were making my toes hurted alot!!!

Oh God...... Another problem came.... HUwaaaaaa...... >.<

Then~~

The presentation was quite interesting,, but I felt that the lecturer didnt trust me that I drew the whole assignment myself-OK, except the magazine page.

(How come the color become like this??)

Doesnt matter.

Back to the topic. don't you think it's hurt?? huks.. Maybe it was just because I was too much thinking. Well I hoped so...

However,, the presentation is great.. And we got took photo there!!

Uhmm,, I hope all of us will get high marks. :-)

Part 2 - Random feelings~

Out of a sudden,, these words came into my mind today when I was sitting alone at my room,, listening the songs on the laptop and drinking the yoghurt I bought yesterday at pyramid.

Sometimes we forgot,,

that actually

Dating is a relationship,,

Not a project to be done..

We never know when it will be ended.

The only thing we have to know is that~

We have to try our best to love..

To understand..

As best as we can.

Then..

When the time came..

Let it go..

We have to be strong,,

We have to tell ourselves that,,

When a thousand tears rolled out our eyes,,

That time also

A million happiness will come after them.

Hmmm... Those words.. I forgot when and where I learnt them.. But I think it is very beautiful and touching~~

::end::

P.S. Happy belated birthday to bryan!!!!! :-)

Nah I give u a cake~

Hehehehe...

Have a nice day everyone!!

what i have learned todayyy

Today I have learned many things~~

• What we think is true,, doesnt mean always true on others'.
• Semakin kita deket sama orng, bukan berarti kita bisa entengin dan gak hargain dia.
• A thing that is out of our control is useless to be always thought.
• What we have seen on others are actually mirror of ourselves.
• Consider first before telling something to someone.

Humm,,

I have understand these all and I hope I can start to practice those things in my next days.

Ciayo!! :)

miserable me~

I dunno what has happened to my life lately. It's seems like everything so messed up and none of them has made me even smile... I always pretend to be happy, pretend nothing happened...

I always wondered if I have all of my lovely family.. My lovely relatives and friends here...

Maybe I can always share my pain to them. No, no. Actually I can share my pain to all of my friends here... But I don't want.. I'm too tired of all that stuffs sticking my brain everyday...

God.. Am I really that evil???

I even make her parent cry,, isn't it crazy?? But I really don't know what to do...

She just can't understand what I feel actually. But the worst thing that is I really don't understand what to tell her because there are TOO MANY that I have to tell her~~~

God I'm wondering why it must be ME that telling her all the truth.. why?

Tuhan.. aku gak tau lagi hrs gmn... ngerti kok kalo hidup ini susah. Tapi aku rasa aku sudah jalaninya sebisa dan terbaik menurut aku. Aku bahkan gak tau aku harus gimana buat bikin orang itu ngerti apa yg salah dari hidup dia... Aku gak tau sih,, apa bener dia salah.. atau akunya yg kurang sabar? Kalo memang aku kurang sabar.. Semoga dia dapet yg lebih sabar dr aku kapan2..

Tuhan... Kalau mesti akhirnya gini.. Ngapain sih aku mesti kenal dia?? Aku ngerti pasti ada hikmah setelah kejadian ini. Tapi kejadian ini bener2 bikin aku kapok deket sama orang Tuhan... Padahal aku bukan orng yang bisa nyimpen masalah sendiri dalam pikiran aku.

Aku.Harus.Gimana???

I even trying not to tell my boyfriend about this. Even my Mom, my Dad, my friends in Indonesia.

I'm not telling them.

God I'm really regret to know her. To get close to her. I'm really regretted.

She said that she is disappointed to me. She said that I'm just like a little kid who cannot control my mood to other people around me. God why she never reflect herself whether there is something-well,many things-that is ANNOYING about her? Why she blamed everything to me??

Well I know that actually I don't know if she has reflected herself or not but God-it's hurt~~

It's hurt to know that she said she is disappointed of me, whereas I'm trying my best to always be patient to her.

It's hurt to know that she is always trying to say that she is true.

It's hurt to know that she is never understand her fault.

It's hurt to know that I USED TO be her friend.

and I think it is not so important to tell your friend that your Mom cry when she heard your story.

Is it??

-conclusion-

I regret that I have her in my life. Thanks God to give her to me. This is however a great experience for me.