Pity Clowns

Sometimes, I feel pity to clowns.
Yeah, clowns that I always scared to,
and that I always run away when I see them.

But once in my lifetime,
Me and Mady were the greeter that friday evening at Sushigroove.
A typical friday evening,
that is not so crowded, and not so quiet.
That day there was this kind of expo that sell Tudor Gold Chocolate,
and they got some excitements for kids there.
One of those excitements is clown.
I can remember that the clown's name is Sushu the Clown.
At least that's what I heard. :)
I also remembered Mady kept on teasing me and called the clown to come over me.

Well,
Clowns are funny.
That is the most popular answer among all,
when I ask people about what do they think of clowns.
But u know what?
That evening Mady really made me realized.
He said:

"Nape pula u takut dengan dia, dia baik lah."
(why are u so afraid to him? He is just nice...)

I felt like damn evil that time..
I felt like Oh God, I'm just don't like to see clowns closer,
not that I hate them...

I feel like,
People (including me) never really think about
What the clown feel right now.
Maybe he works like that because this is the only thing he can do?
And maybe if he doesn't work, no one will earn him money?
Or even worse, he work for his sister that is currently in a serious illness?
Have u all think about those things?

I also think,
Who will give a damn about these things?
Don't you think it is ironic,
When u are in a great sadness,
but your job requires you to make everyone else laughed?

However,
This thoughts have not make me BRAVE enough to a clown!
hehehehe~

Again,
I miss Sushigroove. hiks,,